Designed my next tattoo, rough sketch as my artist will add colour etc and rework it for where I want it.
I've wanted a blue bird tattooed on me ever since I heard David Bowie's song Lazarus. I listened to it after he has died and I physically broke, to this day the song haunts me, and then when I heard Michael C.Hall sing it in David's Lazarus Musical I broke again.
Both the song and the musical mean so much to be, they brought me so close to my idol who sadly I was never able to meet. Every day I still miss you which is bizarre since we never met, all of us David Bowie fans mourn your passing each day but we know you live forever in your music.
I've always wanted Pansies as it was the flower my Grampy (My Great Grandad who passed when I was very young) grew for me. He even grew them indoors when it wasn't their ideal season just so I could have pansies all year round. They were always my favourites and they signify remembrance. I shall always treasure and remember My Nanna and My Grampy as all as my Idol David Bowie.
this past friday, I lost someone I didn't play on losing for a long long time....my father. it has been an a emotional roller coaster these past couple weeks filled with moments of laughter and moments of heart ache. nothing can prepare someone when it comes to losing a loved one, especially when it is so sudden. as heartbroken as I am, I am trying to take comfort in knowing he is no longer in pain and is finally reunited with his loved ones. all this is a reminder that life is so precious and to not take it or anyone you love for granted because you never know when you will have to say good bye. due to his sudden passing my sister started a gofundme to try to help raise money to help with his funeral expeensives. anything helps and is greatly appreciated. please share and donate if you can, the link will be in my bio. thank you 😞💕 #restinpeace#rip#restinpeacedad#father#dad#ripdad#resteasy#iloveyou#imissyou#gofundme