My daughter's first day of college and she showed me her breakfast of champs this morning! She likes to have steel cut oatmeal in the morning, and got her meal prep done ahead of time!
I am a proud Mama Bear!!!
Lately I've been going through a lot of emotional struggle. My heart is broken, I feel I've lost someone in my life, I've been made feel unworthy, scared, empty. I'm amazed at how some of you, people that barely know me have not only noticed, but actually wrote me to ask me if I'm ok. And it has made me feel good, but also has made me realize how unfair it is that, people that SHOULD be asking me if I'm ok, if I need help, don't at all. They don't answer texts knowing I'm not all right, or they simply just don't give a shit. They're not there for me, going through this with me. It has put things into perspective for me tho. I just wanted to ramble this morning ( after I finally got 3 hrs of sleep, better than nothing, right?) and write how I feel now, so I can come back and remind myself of this. I have the power to react differently to anything happening around me. I've wasted too much time already being sad, angry, depressed, frustrated, not sleeping, not eating, so I'm done. I'm thankful for some of my friends who do care, especially my best friend Felicia. And above anyone you @atb_fit_freak for always trying to understand whatever situation I'm in and again, having an open mind, heart and life with me. So here's to me coming back, stronger, wiser and better than ever! It's their loss. I'm fucking awesome anyway 😎